Totally agree with @Teej here @Snowie We do worry about each other but that is inevitable when we care about each other - and we certainly care about you Hon. I know that is hard to hear when you do not feel like you even care about yourself - so we are here to hold that care for you and that will not change. So much understanding how very hard life is for you at present and wanting to do all we can to support you - you are not a burden or 'taking up space' or our time - we want to be here for you Hon - no matter how hard it is for you