@Jynx yup!

aaa it's kind of a mix in between getting a healthy meal from this salad shop called FISHBOWL, getting korean food (like maybe kimbap or something)..that's pretty much it i think? 😅

also, I haven't been volunteering for 5 weeks now and I was thinking of going back to it this friday cause its been that long since I've last volunteered, but at the same time I'm a bit hesitant. The last time I went I was able to have a conversation with this other volunteer who is a year younger than me, but that was because she started a convo with me first and she very much was making convos with other volunteers as well lol! 

The thought of just going back after having a convo with somebody is actually the reason why it's giving me anxiety, because it reminds me of my past experiences of when I've had someone talking to me for a bit, but then later on they've eventually stopped talking to me the next time they see and notice me, so I was scared that that girl might do the same thing. Well I hope not (maybe maybe not), it's more of like the fact that I'm scared that she won't be able to understand my long term struggles with maintaining conversations with people. 🤔

EDIT: my mum literally cooks the same ol' repetitive and boring arse food ever and i dont feel like at all eating any of the food she cooks, so ordering delivery food is the way to go