Lacking direction, unsure of what I need to do and generally just fed up.......

[MDT]

Work is work I guess isn't it @BlueBay

Could you possibly find one aspect you can enjoy or at least tolerate ?

For me its my morning coffee.

[MDT]

[BlueBay]

Do you mean at work @MDT 

I guess seeing people I know at work as in the customers. They always stop to say hello. 
im not sure. I think I'm struggling with work because I have always worked within a small  organisation and where I work now it's a huge organisation. 
and I feel the culture is so different. There's more politics with big organisations. 
I don't know if I'm msking sense. 

[MDT]

you are making sense @BlueBay

I get what you mean as it's a bit like that at my work.

Even just 1 thing can help.

I'm not feeling too well tonight in fact I may go to bed early.

[oceangirl]

Hi @MDT @BlueBay 

Hams hope you feel better

BB & Hams

What have you been up to?

[BlueBay]

Hope you're ok @MDT 

take care. Sleep well. Xx

hi @oceangirl  i came home yesterday from hospital after 2 weeks. 
I'm feeling a bit tired. 
how are you @oceangirl xxx

[oceangirl]

Hi @BlueBay 

Sorry to hear you have been in hospital. Was it for MH or physical problem? I have been good, thanks for asking. 

[BlueBay]

Mental health stay with a few heart tests @oceangirl 

I needed a break from home. Had a stress tests blood tests chest X-ray and now waiting fir results tomorrow in 24 hr heart test. 

[oceangirl]

How are you feeling now BB @BlueBay ?  Glad you went into hospital and you were able to have your tests done and get support. Good luck with your test results. What is the test for tomorrow- holter monitor or blood pressure monitor? 

[MDT]

gday @oceangirl
Long time no see my friend. Just been working. I took July off for my mental health and went back in August and still going. Getting by humbly. Trying to figure things out. Navigating friendships (as some friends are changing their personalities and who they are etc)
But I think this is just how life goes these days doesn't it..

How about you my friend ?