I am struggling at the moment

[Teej]

I need help to stay accountable 😢😔😖😱

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @Teej ..... 💜💜💜

[Appleblossom]

Account away Bella @Teej

I am no longer so good with numbers, tho. 

If you want to talk I have a couple of hours before picking up son from train.

[Teej]

Struggling to not go too far. Might need some company until I crash. @Faith-and-Hope. I feel shattered and hopeless. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Deep breaths Hon .... and if you haven’t eaten anything this afternoon, eat something ... balance metabolic sugars to help you manage the adrenaline rush .....

Sitting here with you ... all night if needs be ..... my mr is away, and no classes tomorrow.

💜 @Teej .....

[Teej]

Thanks @Appleblossom, @Faith-and-Hope. Have self medicated but need to stop and let it work before I go too far. I don’t know what to write. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Here for you @Teej.  Have been to drawing classes tonight with D3.  Home now and baking ..... and crafting ......

Here .....

[Teej]

You don’t stop these days @Faith-and-Hope. I think it’s awesome though. 

[Appleblossom]

@Teej Maybe drink a bit of water too.

You had that big assessment today. Were they reasonable with you?

[Teej]

Pretty sure my diagnosis will change after this. I have no clue what to though. I suspect loser. I don’t know how to fill my days. I don’t know who to be, I don’t think I’ll make it to the end of the year. I’m not made for this world.