I don't know anymore and I need a break from it all

[TAB]

Nite Hams. You know I think lighten the load, okay prioritise .. @MDT  nite

[MDT]

@TAB @Meowmy @oceangirl
@Bunniekins @BlueBay @frog @Clawde @Shaz51 @Snowie @Schitzo @saltandpepper

I've woken up feeling plain. Not as bad as yesterday I think. But yeah still plain.

Just processing everything. Dad basically said that even if i am some form of "errand boy" in my current role then its not as much stress and I get paid well for what I do.
Nothing bad about that I would agree.
But I guess I just want more from work and life.
It doesn't help when I've got a million thoughts a minute going through my mind - Idk what peace of mind looks like.

I am hoping today is like yesterday and I can sneak in some work for my internship. Will see how that goes.

I have to work tomorrow or Friday due to the day switch I had on Monday. Bit annoying but oh well.

I need to stop catastrophising and thinking about how everything is gonna fail. I also keep placing myself in narratives of big monies or TV shows and thinking about what I would do - lord of the rings, game of thrones, star wars etc. Idk why i keep doing it - maybe it's the kid in me. Maybe I want escapism. Either way, I gotta stop doing it. Its silly

Anyway.
Off to get coffee before 9am meeting.

[saltandpepper]

@MDT Han Solo in Lord of the Rings... oooooh epic. Would definitely watch that movie

[Snowie]

Morning @MDT @saltandpepper @TAB @frog @BlueBay and anyone else around.

Wishing you all a good day.

😁

[MDT]

Howdy Snow 🦊 @Snowie
How are you?

[MDT]

Blast them with the DL44 haha @saltandpepper
Yeah just on meeting now. Camera off.
Lol I'm paying attention

[Snowie]

I'm ok thanks @MDT 

Just another day in isolation. Think I might do some baking today!

[saltandpepper]

How much better would a lot of movies be if they used lightsabers instead of swords @MDT 

[BlueBay]

hi @Snowie  hope you are doing ok.  have a nice day xxxoo

hi @MDT @TAB @saltandpepper @frog 

[TAB]

Sounds like a good job @MDT