I don't know anymore and I need a break from it all

[Shaz51]

@MDT  stick with the ones that believes in you my friend  ----- US 😀👋🤞👍❤

[MDT]

Thanks all for your support

I am convinced that if the people I work with knew how much i have to deal with in my own world they'd be less harsh or gossipy or pathetic to me.

Who knows.

Well I am home now. Showered. Eating some food.

I am concerned I am falling behind with uni and i have an assignment due next weeked. I also have got an email indicating that I am selected for some student representative program. I dunno what that involves. Could be hogwash for all I know.

I am emailing my internship supervisor to literally ask him what I can do more of. It's so vague and it's all about how "i can contribute and move it in a new way" which I have no idea what that means in reality. I will email him with some vague ideas and questions and just the general idea that I am unsure what they want.

[MDT]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR5USHu6D6U

[MDT]

@TAB @Meowmy @oceangirl
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[Jacques]

Hey @MDT sounds like work is a bit rough ATM I hope it improves, I hope your uni advisor can give you the info you need, maybe time to take some time out tonight and just chill out in front of the TV. 

[TAB]

Take it easy @MDT 

[MDT]

agreed @Jacques
I was able to channel some of my disappointment into writing up an email to send to the internship supervisor - to basically say "hey I am keen, but I need direction to where I can do and some help would be good". I hope it lands well.

Yeah today was the worst day. I really must not dwell on it anymore.

Thanks @TAB i agree - easy taking

[MDT]

gonna play fifa on xbox

[TAB]

sometimes its easy to feel others are talking about you, sometimes they are  @MDT  what if they are ? cant think about it. esp outside of work

[MDT]

Indeed @TAB
Gotta balance it out

It just F/_£S With my head