Hi @tyme
Lovely to hear from you again 😊
I am about to go a bit off topic here, however, this does relate to the year 2025. So, please excuse me as I do my trauma dump as a young autistic person.
Unfortunately, the first week of this year had turned out pretty bleak for me. Why? Because I am being assessed for POTS, which I genuinely believe was caused by the severe emotional and psychological abuse and potential sexual harassment that I faced from a man in his late 40s to early 50s (naturally, I've done my research on the causes of POTS). Also, I am now entering my sixth year of having an Interim Intervention Order (IIO) put against me by the police, which the courts enforced, and quite frankly, this has just become disappointing and depressing at this point in my life. This man that I have mentioned above is the protected person - and at one point, so were his young daughter and ex-wife. Why? I have no idea. I was never attracted to the ex-wife or the daughter (weird). I think it goes without saying that I had already attempted to end my own life twice now (both incidents occurred in late 2024).
I am seeing my new psychologist next week and I'd like to discuss the emotional aspects of the impact that this IIO has had on me, especially when that nobody else wants to listen. I want 2025 to be the year of doing some deep healing from this perverted male and his delusional family.
