not sure what to do

[Jynx]

@Alice11 sounds like you've been hit with a HUGE amount of stress lately. It's no wonder you're feeling this way! It may take some time before you're able to find the path forward... but we will happily support you along your journey as best we can 😚

If you've not come across them yet I'd definitely recommend Griefline for some extra support too 😊💜

[Appleblossom]

@Alice11 It really does make sense. One grief response is to become numb. It is not all about crying or missing them.

There is also a gradual reorientation to your losses and finding your new paths. You may get back into the same work again when you are ready or do things a little differently.

I really needed to cocoon myself for a long while.

postKeep seeing beauty

[YungWu]

Your voice is heard.

[Alice11]

It's like I'm lost in the middle of the ocean being hit one wave after another

[Ru-bee]

I can hear how much you've been hit with recently @Alice11 It shows great strength and resilience that you are keeping afloat throughout all of this

[Appleblossom]

Hope your craft is seaworthyWishing you peace

For a long time I needed to look at a lot of pictures 

I got a lot of comfort from art