I am struggling at the moment

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @Teej ..... 👋💜💜💜💐💕

[Teej]

Hi @Faith-and-Hope can you keep me accountable for a bit. Didn’t think I’d still be awake and just toooed u again.

[Sans911]

I'm here too @Teej 💜💜💜

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hiya @Teej.  Two of your girls here now ..... sitting with you.

💐💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

Nail art that made me think of you today @Teej ....,

Purple + flowers = 💜💐

[Faith-and-Hope]

If you have fallen asleep now @Teej, then these messages will be waiting for you in the morning.

What matters is that you have achieved a period of sobriety from this pattern .... and that means you can do it again, and again ..... and you will build success through that repeated effort. It won’t be 100% straight off ( that would be the all-or-nothing thoughts creeping back in there) ..... it’s more like skill-building in a sports training sense, and you have made a good start.

Some other skills that you have learned will be in your kit too, but not active at the moment.  As you keep working towards your goals, they will start to make sense and slot into place too.

Just keep getting back up on the horse @Teej, no matter how many times you fall off. You’ll make a great Jillaroo, but it takes all the falling off to learn to ride well.

💜💐🌷💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Teej @Sans911 ..... 💜💐

[Teej]

Morning @Faith-and-Hope, @Sans911. I’m so sorry. I don’t remember writing that last message  to you last night. I had tried so hard during the day to not be affected by something but it beat me. 

Feeling a little groggy but not out of control anymore. 

Dont know what else to say. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

It’s enough that you’re here @Teej ..... 💜💜💜💐🌷💕

[Teej]

I messed up tonight and I’m struggling to let it go. I wish I wasn’t me 😩😨