Best Friends Club

[Dreamy]

@Glisten oh I wish it was that easy. I hate that everything that's happened to me has made me into what I am today. I don't want to be like this, I want to be different but I'm not quite sure what that even is yet. 

I hate that their words have had such an impact on me, they still hurt me, they still rule my life, they still make me who I am today. 

Who can I be, can I ever be happy, can I be loved, can I be free of fear, can I learn to love myself? 

So many questions, so much uncertainty, so much pain to try and get through. 

Baby steps, I can do this, I think!.

[Glisten]

@Dreamy   something smaller than a step. I don’t have a word for that.

[Dreamy]

@Glisten a tip-toe? I already live minute by minute just trying to make it through to the next. I can't sleep, I'm exhausted but my thoughts are overpowering and it's impossible to switch off. Closing my eyes just makes things flash through my head like I'm watching a live show playing out of my life and bad things happening. 

Is it possible to come back from this, who knows really, but I'm trying. 

[Glisten]

@Dreamy  Tippy-Toe is perfect. 

Sometimes you remind me, of me approximately this time 2023.

There are no adequate words to describe what you are going through.

I needed an advocate. I called agencies all day and nothing was available for me.

SANE literally saved my life.

If Hugh Everett is correct about a multiverse, I hope our alternate universe selves are living in bliss.

What do you think or hope other universe you would be doing?

[Shaz51]

Hello @PsyAJ_duck16 , @JemmaJones , @Muffin12 @ShineToday @EA 

come and meet some wonderful members @ArraDreaming , @PeppyPatti , @Dreamy , @Oaktree , @Glisten , @Gibbs , @Ru-bee , @Jynx , @Till23 

how is everyone on this thursday xxx

[Jynx]

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@Shaz51 wrote:

Hello @PsyAJ_duck16 , @JemmaJones , @Muffin12 @ShineToday @EA 

come and meet some wonderful members @ArraDreaming , @PeppyPatti , @Dreamy , @Oaktree , @Glisten , @Gibbs , @Ru-bee , @Jynx , @Till23 

how is everyone on this thursday xxx

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Hehe hey Shaz!! And hello to everyone who just got double tagged cos I quoted Shaz's post muahaha how we all doin? 😋

[PeppyPatti]

It’s a bit forward thinking isn’t it @Glisten 

@I think it took me 9 years of therapy just to break the defences down…..

im terrified to sit with my feelings. Probably why I’m writing so much online …..

@tyme @Jynx 

[Spirit_Healer]

@Dreamy , you deserve every positive affirmation that comes your way!

Make yourself some posters to stick on your wall, like I did. Gradually, they'll sink in. 

And think those thoughts towards yourself, the way you do when you're encouraging me. 

There is light at the end of the tunnel. Even if you can't get see it.

It is there. 

[Till23]

Hi everyone

I hope everyone is going Ok.

I'm sure everyone is doing their best.

I had a busy volunteer shift today @Shaz51 

I feel I have double vision @Jynx having been tagged twice 😂

[Jynx]

Hooray @Till23, I caused minor harmless confusion!! My prankster nature is satiated without hurting anyone, yippee!! 

Hahaha how you going anyway hun?