Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Lostandalone]

Sadness all consuming

tears shed randomly

lost smiles

totally exhausted

want to sleep forever

trying to face the day but can't

feeling foolish

going  crazy

nothing helps

should be happy

lost and alone amongst a room full of people

struggling badly

walking away  

[Zahlia]

Hi @Lostandalone 

Just checking in after reading your post below. It sounds like you are feeling quite exhausted and lost with everything.

Wanting to check that you are feeling safe right now? 

Remember tif you would like immediate support you can always contact one of the crisis services 

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Let me know how you are @Lostandalone 

Zahlia 

[Former-Member]

I am worthless 

[Lostandalone]

@Zahlia I am safe.... just sad beyond words and struggling 

life is a disaster but I will get there.... eventually 

[Zahlia]

I understand @Lostandalone 

Life can be very cruel sometimes, just have to stay afloat to see the good in it 

[Adge]

I'm not doing well - let's hope & pray that my overwhelm is a Glitch (This will pass...).

My forced NBN connection last Tuesday - they were going to disconnect landline phone & ADSL internet (regardless).

Actually no choice in matter.

Left me with No Landline phone connection - now working but very glitchy/ cuts out.

Phone will only work when plugged into modem with power - will not work if plugged straight into phoneline (anymore).

No power during blackout = No phone.

It's all too complicated, I just cannot deal with it - No technician was supplied to install or connect things.

So I did it somehow all by myself.

My Yoga classes (Yoga training place) is closing, shutting shop permanently (after 21 years) - Shock, need to find new place to go for Yoga classes.

It won't be the same, it's all too much.

Sorry, I will try to be more positive & supportive to people on Forums as soon as I can.

Feels like the bottom has dropped out of my world.

Just trying to get by (cope) hour to hour....

Adge

[Adge]

My forced NBN connection last Tuesday - they were going to disconnect landline phone & ADSL internet (regardless).

Actually no choice in matter.

Left me with No Landline phone connection - now working but very glitchy/ cuts out.

Phone will only work when plugged into modem with power - will not work if plugged straight into phoneline (anymore).

No power during blackout = No phone.

It's all too complicated, I just cannot deal with it - No technician was supplied to install or connect things.

So I did it somehow all by myself.

My Yoga classes (Yoga training place) is closing, shutting shop permanently (after 21 years) - Shock, need to find new place to go for Yoga classes.

It won't be the same, it's all too much.

Sorry, I will try to be more positive & supportive to people on Forums as soon as I can.

Feels like the bottom has dropped out of my world.

Just trying to get by (cope) hour to hour....

Adge

[Former-Member]

Sitting here all alone,  I can't bring myself to comment on any thread because I can't reply or have a conversation right now. I am blacking out regularly and switching alters all the time. I have a strange feeling there is someone new in my head and that scares the hell out of me. I am desperately lonely and scared, I can't even see my children without feeling like I am going to explode. I am not ok. I am safe but not ok. 

[Former-Member]

@Former-Member 

I was just reading your post from earlier today and decided to send you a message of support. It sounds like you have had a tough day Izzy. Feeling both scared and lonely must very hard for you to manage. I am sure all forum members hope that you continue to be safe and that you can get some solace and rest tonight. 

Take care

Whitehawk

[Lostandalone]

There is no need to worry

for I will be ok

today is just the same

as any other day

My tears will flow

my demons fly

i will pretend to smile 

but i am dead inside 

I want to run

i want to hide 

I cannot shake it

i don't know why 

[BlueBay]

As it's getting closer 

I'm feeling really sick

i don't know Whst to do 

I'm feeling really blue 

I'm having thoughts of going 

but wouldn't know where to go

so maybe I should stay

and see it as another day