Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Blackcloud]

Seriously. is all the stress I’ve been having in the home regarding my family members the reason why I don’t feel at all motivated to go to volunteer??? 😐😐😐

[Blackcloud]

I just wish that therapy/psychology wasn’t so expensive to afford 😒😞

I’m surviving..🫡🫡🫡

[Blackcloud]

Depressing songs are my go-to songs 

[Blackcloud]

Yeah I’m not liked by anyone in this world for sure 😂😂😂 whatever…😂😂😂 I guess it’s my fault for developing social anxiety, selective mutism and people association issues ever since I’ve first started childcare. I’ve been to many different mental health professionals even in the past. but so far nothing has helped me to be able to fix that. And no one even talks to me. 😂😂😂

[Blackcloud]

What even is life? 😒

[Blackcloud]

Been resting in bed all day… 

[Former-Member]

I wish I could help all those people on this forum who get overlooked.  I worry about them and I'm sadden when they are unsupported and then drop off the forum.  I wonder if they have any friends or family who listen to them.  I come across it alot in the forum's social chat rooms, the very place we should be making everyone feel included.  Remember not everyone can write in that 'chit-chatty' sort of way.  I notice they tend to drop off altogether and they are the very ones who need special attention as I bet they have noone to talk to because people think they're boring or too strange or too complicated.  The are lonely people trying to join in but don't know how.

There seems to be the popular contributers and then there are the rest.  Please try to also show support to the less popular contributers.  Just one click on the heart ❤️.   

I'm still trying to decide whether to remain on this forum as I seem to be more lonelier than I did before I joined.

[Blackcloud]

Yeah I just know everyone finds me too complicated to approach with & try to make positive connections with me, only cause of something I regularly do and show that I simply cannot change ONLY because I’ve been developing that sort of ‘presence’ since I was in childcare and still have it all the way till now (so throughout my whole life basically).
I wish everyone can just look at the ‘cause’ behind why i always look completely dissociated, distant & look like “I’m not up for a chat”, but instead everyone only chooses to see the effect & take it as that. 🤷‍♀️ This whole thing only applies to in real life by the way.

I don’t have any in real life friends nor any family members that I can share my concerns with, cause my parents really just don’t wanna help me at all & always wanna invalidate my feelings.

[Former-Member]

For those who can't make friends due to their MI problems this was a recent post from a new contributer.  An issue not really talked about but causes so much loneliness.  If link doesn't work it's over in the "Talking through complex trauma and PTSD" section under 'Losing friends: To much for them".

https://saneforums.org/t5/Talking-through-trauma-and-PTSD/Losing-Friends-Too-Much-For-Them/m-p/15617... 

R 🌻 

[Blackcloud]

well this is annoying.