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..something to occupy your mind so you don’t get all existential? @MDT Do you have a contract at work? Maybe think about leaving home or get a pet? Or go for walks? Do a course, join a club?

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There is lots going on @TAB

and i am happy about that much...

But i feel confused znd upset.. idk i cant explain it..

I fell like i might be afraid to get closer with potential romantic partner for fear of hurting myself or them... idk i cant explain it. Will go to bed now

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Perhaps go see someone @MDT perhaps it might help if you see a professional re your ‘V’ thing just saying. Yeah tfi but I got roped into it peer pressure age 17 after many missed ops.

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Hi AB @ apfel @Appleblossom/blumen/busen
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[Appleblossom]

@MDT 

Hooking up with somebody for a relationship is usually an emotional time. What you wrote described the sort of feelings many of us have experienced.  If it is too tumultuous and negative then its a sign its not going to work.  If you want to keep things open, but dont want to commit, its best be honest in a way that respects both your situation and hers.  There is no insurance and  no right way, but it is alright to have a little fun with it as well.

[Appleblossom]

Hello @TAB By cat

Che ... busen?

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.. que?... lol .. ok usually say bosom ok busen same word German and Dutch apparently @Appleblossom

[Appleblossom]

Ah ... 

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There was a lot of Dutch and Lithuanian floating around tonight.

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Yeah am a needyot @Appleblossom just got 1st unsolicited email in
3 plus months from 1 nite stand from 4yrs ago Serbian woman , she must have got rid of latest bf lol.
So. Have email gf and txt gf txt gf gone off rails last couple weeks . She always comes back but sometimes disappears for months. So I guess I would be sorted if back in Perth lol well occasionally at least Ha x

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Ok you ran away @Appleblossom